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anxious yet restrained

Mon Dec 22, 2008, 7:58 PM
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Do you know this state you get in to when practicing your hobby? Wel ofcourse you do since almost everyone of you is on this site to "show off" your side of this passion/obsession.
When you just want to do a quicky, but you end up loosing all sence of time and the rest of the world, except for you and your creation. And as you do, this "quicky" turns into way more than that. And even if afer a wile you glimps at the clock you don't care anymore if it's way past the time you told yourself you would quit. You just endulge.
All your worry's melt away, all the anger or pain ebs away, and you just do what your doing.
I think this is one of the best feelings ever.
I think this is one of the most frightning things to.
I often find myself wanting to draw, aking for it actualy, but scared. Scared that when I start I cant stop anymore before it is done.
This often keeps me from doing one of the things I love doing the most, drawing.
Some of you would probably say, that I should just give in and draw, that I should not keep myself from doing what I love.
And your right. I shouldn't.
And your wrong to. I don't earn my living with drawing and there are things I need to do.
For example I need to sleep sometime. When I arive late at my work it wil eventualy cost me the thing wich does pay my bill's and I don't want that to happen.
When I start drawing I totaly loose control over simple things as time, one of the tings I just can't afort to happen. There in't enough time in one day as it is.
Hence new work comes in slowely.
It's a paradox, a contradiction, hell and heaven at the same time.
But yes once in a wile we give in and taste a little bit of eternaty.

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Roulette FM
  • Reading: Geralds game, Stephen King
  • Watching: D.gray-man, Tokyo majin, Roar
  • Playing: Kingdome HeartsII/ ffvii
  • Eating: -
  • Drinking: thea

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  • Current Residence: holland
  • Interests: drawing, movies, anime, music, my 2 cats and my friends
  • Favourite movie: rose red, goticka, the cube, grave of the fireflies, spirited away, re-cycled, cloverfield
  • Favourite band or musician: guns 'n roses, nirvana, enya, clannad, earowsmith
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, hardrock, hardcore, salsa, drum 'n base, techno
  • Favourite artist: m.c. Esher
  • Favourite poet or writer: stephen king
  • Favourite photographer: yet to find
  • Favourite style of art: anyting creative
  • MP3 player of choice: none I use my telephone for music
  • Shell of choice: shiny
  • Wallpaper of choice: dark rose
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: final fantasy vii, tomb raider, resident evil 4, kindome hearts, ninja scroll
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps123
  • Favourite cartoon character: totoro
  • Personal Quote: live today as if there is no tomorrow
  • Tools of the Trade: mostly grafite pencil and paper

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hey! thank you so much for the watch :love: I really appreciate it ^____^
your welcome, your drawings are amazing. keep it up :D

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Thnx for the faves :aww:

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Your welcome. just returning the fav ;) I like it, I fav it.

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Thank you! Have a great weekend! :painter:

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your welcome thnx and of course you to

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Thanks for the fav :thumbsup:

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your welcome

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thanks for the +fav^^
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